Some people said that being single is the best life ever. Some people said that being in love is the best feeling ever. But, not all people thought the same thing. Example me. I was being single about 5 months ago. Sound like that was an old things. But for me, 5 months means 5 second ago. The sad thing is, we used to be together about 1 years and around 6 months. How things can change so easily? He left me hanging. I know that what he decide is the big mistake in his life. I know that he really loves me. He know that i really love him too. Proof, about too many times he come back to me and ask for a chance. But i.. i cant accept him again even if thats what i really want. Because? Because people around me doesnt like we being together. I dont know why people hate him so much. Yes, he's evil, smokers, social always make me hurt. But they dont know him at all. They had no right to judge who is him. I love him. People cant imagine how much i love him. Someone said;


Yes, i realise that i always follows what people around me said. If they said "you shouldnt be with him / i dont want to see you with him again / please, stop being with him" for sure, i'll follow them. Aku lebih menjaga hati orang sekeliling berbanding hati sendiri. Aku lebih suka lihat orang sekeliling bahagia berbanding aku sendiri yang bahagia. Sometimes, i wanna be a selfish person. Dont want to thinks about the feeling of others. But seem like, i.... cant. I'd rather look people around me happy than me.

And now, i lose my happiness. And thats what people around me want me to do
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