About 6 months I suffered . People thought that I was strong enough . They are totally wrong . Everyday i'm going through a life with a big fake smile on my face . And they never knew . Yes, they think i've moving on . Again, they are totally wrong . They will never know what i've been going through a life . They never know . People always said;


Moving on moving on and moving on . They just can ask me to do without knowing what I feel inside .

Day fiveteen of august, my ex had a new girlfriend . Maybe I act like nothing happens . But deep inside, nobody knows . I miss how things used to be .  I miss what we had before . Now its all over . You come and said, " I didnt really loves my new girlfriend, because i already had you " But then , you left me . I know you are trying to distance yourself from me . I know you want to forget who is me . I know..

Then, I try to moving on . I try to forget him . I try to act like I dont care . I try to follow what people around me said . But seems like, useless. I'm still holding on . I still remember whatever things he said. I still cares . Why can i forget him?

I wonder why God still give me this feelings when in the same time, he gave him a new one . I wonder why its always me who hurt at the end . It is strange why God let him happy while I suffer . Am I not supposed to be happy?

I hope i'll know the reason why
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