Its getting bad again. Oh god, why you gave me so much tough situation? Am i not supposed to be happy anymore? Please god, i need you to support me. Dont you ever left me. Give me some strenght, you know im strong and yeahh, i know im too strong too.

Dear me,
I dont know why you still hoping for the wrong person. You know what? You've make a big mistake, loving people owns. Just please forget him, he already in your past. Live your present. Cause time doesnt has a "reverse button" to came back to the past and willing to change something. I love you dear self. Why you hurting your heart so bad? I dont care whatever you do, but i just feel the same as you because, we in one body. Me is you. So stop hurting me and yourself dude. Its useless

I dont know why, but i really miss him so fucking damn quiet. I dont know what i supposed to do. I only keep this feeling. And this is what makes me deppresed. Just a silly little things.

Dear self,
I hope you will more better soon. Remember your PMR, dont just because this things, you lost your future

I love you xx
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